Mind game..

I always feel that I had two minds one is good and one is bad….whenever anything happens to me ot gonna happens to me my two minds always interact with each other….bad mind try to dominate good mind but good mind keeps good control and most of the times wins
My good mind is full of goddie goodie tissues…its sweet,it never speaks false,its spiritual,its always think positively ,its looks for overtaking the problems blah blah blah
Opoosite to this bad mind is not sweet at all its full of bad ideas and bad suggestions within it……the battle is always on…
2nd---what the hell is going on what are u writing about me..
1st—nothing those are true feeling which I am experiencing
2nd—are they really
1st—yes
2nd—no u r liar ,u always underestimate me even though I am always right
1st—no its not true or think in wrong way always
2nd---why should I,is everybody in world doing so??
1st—don’t look at others,,see at ur foorsteps first and be benchmark for others
2nd—I don’t want to be gandhiji anymore nor a memorable leader I wanna live my life as
a rebel enjoying every bit of it
1st—but in democratic country u cant do so my friend
2nd—why shouldn’t I,,,afterall it’s a democratic country na
1st---(no answer)
2nd---u are selfish….good tactics in life never leads u to success
1st---enough always walk on right lane
2nd---who cares…I wand to be succeeded..by hook or crook…u don’t come in between
Me
1st—u don’t know what u want
2nd—I know it very well don’t interfere in my way
1st---I will
Hmmmm …clash is on for all the time…for any thing happned with me,by me,across me …..decision finally taken by me…still cant say who rules…good or bad mind..but both surely help me to tackle the problem fully…seeing both sides of coin……sometimes good wind sometimes bad
Now take yesterdays example I was thinking about existence of god and suddenly battle started ..
2nd—god is not thre ,,what is exist is efforts and willpower
1st—u are unknown to power of god
2nd---give me example if u can
1st---there are so many just read geeta,mahabharat,ramayan…..
2nd---who had proof that it all really exists
1st—u should belive it coz it’s a belif from centuries
2nd---ha haa haaa where is god when we reached on moon and in space I didntr find
Heaven anywhere…..if its thre why we cant see it by binacuilers
1st—u r simply mad why u think so
2nd—u guys belive in god pry him build temples,churchs…..whyy
1st—that’s the faith u will never understand
2nd---keep faith in ur working and beliving not in unknown things
1st---u xxxxx (by the time my good mind is becoming violent I am afraid weather
It is badly influenced by bad mind nnnnnnooooooo)
2nd----u are looser
Its enough now I decided….god is there and my bad mind is really bad it is talking nonsense about god
Hey god forgive me for my silly thinking…forgive me…….


Reader might be thinking this is mad guy…….am I …….(again fight is started) will mention details later……….:) :)

i love my india ?

Putting a question mark at end is really painful but for me its a truth hmmmm!!half truth probably !
I remember very well when i was in school and used to say preface "India is my country and all Indians are my brothers and sisters, I love my country and I am proud of its rich and varied heritage.......".in that age i really never thought about that freface deeply as i do today.
The country is made by people and different cultures . It is a nation of many races, communities, castes, classes, languages and traditions. ... ,we are very proud abt our culture,religion,unity....wait wait what was tha last word....unity????i have to think all over again. IS it true still that unity exists in our country in true sense?severalexamples roll likea film in front of my eyes.hindu muslim riots , bhiharis demolution from various states etc. "Unity from diversity" really no longer existed to that extent.
Religion is more than a headeche now a days
sikhs recent violent behaviur,gurjars,hindus,muslims or bhuddists...same story repeating and in all the case sufferer are innocent peoples.only faces are changingand ultimately resulting in damaging of government property,buisness.......does all these things related to religion pride????not at all but still this happens!!!
keep aside religion and lets talk about progress......yes definately country is progressing but not to its fullest...its sad hearing that we are nowhere in the global competition.....nowwhere.....and its afact of our once a glory country
take it in olympics,sports or ny international sports event ---still after so many years whole india is dependent on one broze or silver whereas lot of talent pool is vastly available across country but not explored.......many a vllages are below poverty line ...no water no food no basic necessaties are fulfilled ....nd in urban area people are thinking how to spend money.....
humanity is disappearing fastly....everybody seems helpless...locked in own emotions....own world.....no one has time to stop..... thinking seriously everybody will agree with me
from my above all saying hey this person didnt had any love pride abt his country...thn u r mistaken ...i do have.....i also want to see my country on top...peaceful..happy...wealthy...peverty free....
i am not pessimestic....not at all...but present senario and last 40 yrs evidence force me to say so.....
then its not over yet..long time to go long time yet to be seen .So country devoloupment ,growth in hands of people..we can make it meaningful by giving a bit of time to countries devoloupment...sourses,how,in what way ?? evrybody has to choose the way,method,approach themselves by own...change will not take place immidietely but surely will !!!!!
and i would definately like to be called wrong ...abt my saying.